ACTS.

Awe.

I'm so in awe of God. He is my Creator. My Father. My judge. You know what I just noticed? All three of those are similar. They connect. My real father created me, and he is also my judge. He punishes me when i do wrong...but the Kind of loving punishment that makes me understand my wrong. Same for God, but in a much broader Bigger beautiful way. I'm in awe of God, for His creation. it never ceases to amaze me. the change in weather is awe-inspiring. the rain is refreshing and cool. the rainy season has always been my most favorite time of year. i use to love and look at the colorful reflections on the windshield of a car. the different kinds of drops and the reflection of city lights on the roads and puddles. call me a freak, but I thank God for those little pleasures.

i forgot what c was....maybe it'll come to me soon. OH yah! Confess.

well...last saturday Masami was asking everyone questions. and he said "have you ever lusted...?" and i never raised my hand, not because i was in denial. i actually didn't really fully understand what Lusting meant and i wasn't about to admit to something i knew nothing about. but now i know, and sadly i can say that i have. but everytime i think about it, it gives me more cause to praise God in showing me my sin and givng me the courage to ask for forgiveness. it's like being a little kid and going in for your punishment. it's the scariest thing ever. you know there will be Physical and Emotional pain, but once it's through you feel refreshed and ready to move on.

Thanks.

I really want to Thank God for the Job He's given me and the friends i have. Joy and Jason and David and Jon and all those other kids who enjoy my company. Thanks for giving me breath, and a really awesome family. for my personality and my femenine beauty. oh and my ten year Visa to India. that's pretty awesome.

Supplication.

I guess i'm quite content with everything right now. the greatest thing i could ask of God is to allow me to go to India again. and that my co-workers could find Christ. whether through me or someone else.

anyways. that's how you pray. by Masami's point of view. Like i said before Christ is really awesome. He's pure and Holy, something i'll never match up to until Heavan. I can't wait.

You Are 96% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's" Your Element?

I got my first paycheck the other day. that's very exciting. i really like the people i work with. they're all really nice and like me.

let me list everyone, just because i can and it will be fun.
Phyllis. she's really awesome and funny, and she likes to gang up on me with other workers and tease me about random things.

Pam. she's always stressed but she's pretty nice. well....stressed is not really the word. more like tired.

Kyle, one of the new recruites who started working the same day as me. this kid is so funny! whenever he sees me he gets this huge smile on his face, and he always jokes around. he's awesome!

alex b. a very quiet guy. he's pretty nice.

alex. another extremely quiet kid. he told me he hates checking and he always smiles when he sees me! it's funny!

Barb. the one woman who intimidates me. she reminds me of Mrs. Schneider in second grade. a very masculin woman, who i can never tell when she's joking...or WHAT!

Brent. he's kindof "funnyish-weird". he cracks weird jokes...and he always makes me laugh.

Jenney. another stressed woman. well. at leaste this week she is. but even though she's always stressed, she's really nice.

april. my personal trainer. only once have i seen her extremely stressed, and it happened to be the day that i was stressed so we were both stressed. other than that one day, she's the nicest calmist woman there.

i don't really get to hang out with the meat department, or the deli. but the produce maneger and assistant are pretty nice.

there are other workers there, but they slip my mind. OH! there is Semira. i always...and i mean always...mispronounce her name. it's sad.

OH!!!! and Jackie!!!! she's my absolute favorite! she calls everyone sweety. and her laugh is extremely contagious!it's awesome!

the other day, all the workers up front, which i think it was Jenny, Phyllis, Jacki and pam. they all all of a sudden got in this weird funcky mood, where they were cracking the funniest jokes and were teasing me and laughing at the weirdest things. i was almost flabbergasted. it was so funny to see! man. i love my job

i have a feeling i'm going to be talking about my new job for a while. Brent left a lovely comment saying how much he loves plastic. with made me remeber how many Patheticly Picky People there are in estacada! HOLY COW!!!!

this one lady was like "double bag, and make sure this goes in a paper bag, and these two HAVE! to go in plastic. then she slowly counted out her money and each item that i rung up, she made sure it was the right price, the right brand...and on and on. it was weird. i really wanted to laugh. but she would have noticed.

then there are the really awesome people! the ones who i want to HUG when they say "whatever is easiest for you!" then i go straight for the plastic because it's right by me and i don't have to struggle for a decade trying to open up the paper bag. and i always forget that i have those really nice teenagers who bag for me whenever it's a really big load. so this whole time i've been doing it by myself. not using the handy intercom to call for them. there's Bill, Jenna, Kyle and some others that i don't think i've met. they're called something special, but i just can't remember. so anyways. joy has only come through my line once. lanelle and jake once. elaine once. connie redmond came through my line, and i saw ronnie from a distance. stephanie walked by my line, but was in someone else's. and she said hi. i saw so many other people, it's freaky. that's what i get for being hired at the biggest grocery store in a small town. oh yah. and masami's gone through someone else's line twice, but talked to me the whole time.

it's pretty awesome.

here's a list of people i EXPECT to see this week.

joy
brent
masami
jon
david
jerry
ronnie (in MY line!)
jason
all the jr.high and highschool kids.
scotty and becky
timbo
lisa and bryan (lisa promised to buy apack of Gum.)

am i missing anyone!?

if you see your name! you'd better be there!

i work all this week, ending on saturday. so you have all the time in the world. oh, and i work nights.

Ok! that's enough of that.
How's is everything going for you spiritually? i love asking that. and i want sincerity. joy, we already talked so you don't need to say anything if you don't want to. but anyone else! i want to know, thruthfully i do!

have a nice day.