so i sortof hate being a PIC. i don't have what it takes to be a manager. everyone tells me "yeah! it's a good opportunity, take it!" or "your doing great as a manager!" but i know i'm not. there are a few employees that i just can't stand bossing around, because i've gotten so close to them, even though they are so lazy and they don't work hard. then there are a few employees who really intimidate me, especially when they get an attitude. and yeah, i pretty much am the most pathetic PIC ever. i'm contemplating giving up the position so i will be less stressed. i hate it when i'm stressed out. i snap at people i don't mean to. and i get annoyed really easily.
anyways, onto school. i beleive i might just barely pass english, i am probably going to fail Pentateuch, and spiritual life i will probably pass, and World Christianity i will, God-willing, pass.
*sigh* i cannot wait for school to be over!
2 comments:
Man Carina, I would just put that annoyance to work. They will run all over you if you let them, or if they are real friends, they will just do what you ask. Give it a couple more weeks before you make that decision to step down. Maybe you'll surprise yourself!
I side with Joy! give it a little time
PS, its good to see your blog again! School is hard when you work and stuff, but you can do it!
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