Boredom is seeping through my body. i've been listening to KPDQ but there's some creepy woman on there talking about recreation! (weird...it's supposed to be a christian station!)...i ended up cleaning my room and also a half-hearted attempt at "hackey-sack". i again hit the ball with my knee twice! in a row! i was estatic...but alas...my winning streak ended. :(

i also was playing my computer. isn't that a dumb term..."Playing my computer"! i can't beleive i said it!

urgh! uhh! guuur!!!

i fed my guinea pig half a carrot. she just chomps thrpugh those pieces of vegetables as if they were paper! i gave her two wooden blocks to chisell her teeth, because guinea-pig teeth grow really fast...and if they aren't trimmed then her teeth could grow in to her skull! so she's been gnawing on those for a few decades. i listened to some 90's christian music! good stuff...i read, or attempted to read, my Bible. serfed through a TON of peoples blogs. EVerY sinGle one was exactly the same since the last time i read them, except for joys. i also attempted to start another really big drawing but that failed disgustingly. i sat there, pulled out a blank sheet of 19 x 25" paper and stared at it. then i realized that my easil needs a back boared. that made me annoyed...well, not annoyed. it just crushed my plans of creating a masterpiece! i was thinking of drawing a bunch of random flowers...in a detailed sort of way. maybe a baskette of flowers. maybe just flowers. or maybe something completely different all together. like a woman sitting on a couch petting a cat...or baalams donkey with an angel behind her! ack! i don't know....

anyways. me and my mom tried to teach crystal how to play "UNO"! IT was a slight failer. she's Getting It...but still quite a bit o' work! i might say...

i got drulled on by my dog. i cleaned out my mouses sleeping cooridoor. they needed it. i held Jael...my big black RAT!!!! (well, my small black mouse...i just wanted to add a spice of excitement.) she's as sweet as ever. my guinea pigs been squeeling and if you pet in just the right spot, at just the right time, in just the right way................sheel PURRR!!!!! it's more of a garbled giggle teeth chatter! but it be neat.

ok. rambling has somewhat lessened the "oh man i can't do anything" syndrome.

i'll try to talk about something more relevant next time...this is carina M t...signing OUT!

This was written by F. B. Meyer! it's really an awesome way of seeing the relationship we should strive to have with Christ!


IT IS a mistake to think of our Lord's sufferings as a fact of history come and gone, an incident of the great past. It is this, but much more. He does not leave us to bear all the burden of life, unaided and alone. He shares everything with us now--our pain, our griefs, our weariness. "In all our affliction He is afflicted, and the Angel of His Presence saves us." As another has put it: "Not standing over against me, holding back a hand that might help, but side by side; nay, even, 'closer than breathing.' Within the inmost hiding-place of my sufferings, He suffers also, bears my griefs and carries my sorrows, as though they were His own. If only we will avail ourselves of His sympathy and help, they who watch us shall see One like unto the Son of Man walking in the fiery furnace, by our side."

what do you think?

This is how i see joy and jason...in say, 28 years... ;)

Ed was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary.
His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning,
I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE". The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and sure enough,there was a small box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway.Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Funeral services for Ed have been scheduled for Friday.

well....???

anyways. today, i went to Micheals and bout four large pieces of paper...i think 18 x 26. hey joy! feel up to doing some art with me?! if not, that's ok. (weird, i feel like i'm writing a letter....)

so. i guess there is not much else to discuss right now.

i've been reading in Hebrews lately, and lo and behold, the Lord has left me to fend for myself in this book. i've actually been understanding alot of what i've been reading...


Heb 1:3 Who being the brightness of his glory, and the express image of his person, and upholding all things by the word of his power, when he had by himself purged our sins, sat down on the right hand of the Majesty on high;

for those of you who apply...you remember scuba diving? "Purging"!!!?
i don't know how i can apply it to this verse, but the verse it self is awesome because it's talking about Jesus!


Heb 1:4 Being made so much better than the angels, as he hath by inheritance obtained a more excellent name than they.
Heb 1:5 For unto which of the angels said he at any time, Thou art my son, this day have I begotten thee? And again, I will be to him a Father, and he shall be to me a Son?

i like how Hebrews starts out. it's focused on Christ, telling us how Christ was and always will be Higher than the angels!


Heb 2:9 But we see Jesus, who was made a little lower than the angels for the suffering of death, crowned with glory and honor; that he by the grace of God should taste death for every man.
Heb 2:10 For it became him, for whom are all things, and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons unto glory, to make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings.

yah.

ok! one quick question that i alone cannot answer. in the book of Mark, can"t think of the chapeter, Jesus is standing on the shore of the lake watching the disciples in the boat struggling through the storm. He then walks out on the water towards them but when He gets to them, He was just going to walk past them. but they saw Him and starting calling out and freaking out. now my question is...Why was Jesus going to just walk past?

if you could answer that, thatd be awesome!

hey...i've been thinking of my brother alot. he comes home in august sometime...and he'll come home for a week and then spend another year in Texas. here's a picture of him. he the one one the far left...standing up.

The Night of Doubt--the Morning of Faith. It is indeed a memorable moment in the history of the human spirit, when we suddenly wake up to see that the Almighty is the All-Loving Father, that the righteousness of God is no longer a ground of anxiety and fear, but of assured hope; that He has no pleasure in the death of a sinner, but rather that he should turn from his wickedness and live. What a glad hour it was to Thomas when, after a week of the blackness of darkness, he stood again face to face with Jesus, and learnt that His heart was beating in sympathy, and that His pierced hands were held out to him. Dare to believe that the Love which died for thee is dealing with all the mysteries, misfits, and dark problems of thy life. Weeping may tarry for the night in which you shut yourself in with yourself, but she is only a lodger! Joy will come in the morning, when you open your heart to Christ.


Blessed Christ! The storm is high, the night is dark. Come to me, I beseech Thee. In Thy presence is fulness of Joy. AMEN.

F. B. Meyer

This post is for my friend joy...and kin...and Meredith....and anyone else who is blonde. lucky for me, i'm far from that category! :)

oh...and sorry if you can't read this. if your youngue your lucky...if not. i don't know what to tell you. ;)







oh, and just so you know...i love all blondes, and this news clip is just for fun...i really don't think you guys are that dumb...